Yesterday was yet another trip to the ashram. Last time, my student, Sandeep had told me that their exams would be starting in another three weeks and this would mean about two more sessions before their finals. I usually teach them Mathematical concepts that they are going to learn next in school. But, last time I had asked both of them about chapters they had difficulties in and they told me about factorization and statistics mainly. Thus, for yesterday's trip, I had planned to quickly revise the concepts with them and then help them clear their doubts. There was an ethical issue involved here. I myself wasn't very comfortable with factorization and I didn't see the point in teaching them something I wasn't very sure of myself. So, last time, when they were painting, I made sure I understood every step of the concept; the way it was taught to them and I also came home and researched a bit more on it.
But, due to sudden change of events, I could not carry on with my plan. One of my classmates, Abhilash, was absent and he taught English to his students. Initially I started with teaching statistics to both of my students and then I noticed that one of Abhilash's students, Omprakash, was sitting alone and doing nothing, so on Jha Sir's suggestion I started teaching English to him too. After some time, another one his students, Dhruva, turned up and
I realized that, ethically, I wouldn't be doing justice to either of the groups by shifting between Mathematics and English. So,
in collaboration with my two classmates, Hyunju and Dasom, I decided that they could teach one of my students each as they were doing math already and I could take up teaching English. Fortunately, this worked well for all of us. Though, I did end up feeling a bit guilty because one of my students was having a hard time understanding English with Dasom. But, it turned out well as Dasom's other student, Mrunal helped her overcome the language problem.

This was my first time ever teaching English and since I have always loved the language and read a lot, it was never something I was scared of and ran from. But, initially it hit me as a surprise that both, Omprakash and Dhruva found it very frustrating and difficult.
It was a totally new challenge for me as I took some time to understand the language at their level and then teach it. It was a little difficult and
I persevered because I had to stop and look at words and phrases that I just passed off as "easy". I never had this problem in math because I can connect with the problems they have. It took me some time, but, I learned something new by the end of the session.
I also tried giving them incentives as I had planned in the earlier week. They both told me that they loved working on filling blanks and matching columns and I also discovered that they were both very weak at conjunctions.This inspired me to strike a deal with them. I told them that I would make an exercise of filling in blanks with conjunctions if they wrote a small essay type question on their text. I was happy to see this work out. Though, we struggled and tried to connect with English through their mother tongue, Hindi, it turned out to be enriching. I learnt how to skip between the two languages and yet not lose focus of what we were doing. I had had a problem with this earlier. I usually start off, go deep, and return back to the topic too late for anyone to make sense.
So this was a new skill that I developed. The best part was seeing them enjoy the writing part because of the incentive which was also an exercise in a subject they were afraid of. It felt good to have been able to interest them enough.
Overall, this trip to the ashram taught me lot. It made me look at something that I love through a very different angle and I was sad to know that I won't be teaching them English again. I would really like to try it again and improve myself.